18: Chloé Caulier, Belgian Boulderer

Chloé is a boulder and lead climber competing in the world cup circuit for the Belgian team! This is my first time talking to a Belgian climber, so in this episode we’ll learn a lot about their fairly newly established national team and how funding works, and we also talk about body image with being a more muscular climber, as well as the difficulties that come with being a female climber.



Timestamps

Timestamps of discussion topics

0:00 - Introduction/China stress

3:35 - Going into simulation

6:50 - Climbing beginnings

10:39 - Transitioning from youth to senior circuit

12:31 - Favorite discipline

17:44 - Training with dad vs. with the Belgian team

23:05 - Training with male athletes

27:31 - Does the Belgian team train together?

31:36 - Belgian athlete funding

34:01 - Gaining strength too easily

40:03 - Body image

44:27 - Being the only woman on the Belgian team

49:32 - Training with Stasa

58:06 - Machismo in the climbing gym

1:03:02 - 2024 goals

1:04:32 - Discord Q: Are there any language difficulties within team Belgium?

1:06:16 - Discord Q: What do you do in isolation?

1:07:28 - Discord Q: What kind of music do you listen to?

1:09:32 - Where to find Chloé

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    My family is not a climbing family and I'm in Belgium so it's not a climbing country.

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    I arrived to a point I had to stop physical preparation because it was not good for my

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    climbing because I take a lot of muscle and quite fast. If you have more muscle it won't be so

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    feminine so maybe calm down. I already heard that. Welcome to another episode of the That's Not Real

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    Climbing podcast. I'm your host Jinni and I'm excited to introduce my guest Chloé Caulier.

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    Chloé is a boulder and lead climber competing in the World Cup circuit for the Belgian team.

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    This is my first time talking to a Belgian climber so in this episode we'll learn a lot

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    about their fairly newly established national team and how funding works and we also talk about body

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    image with being a more muscular climber as well as the difficulties that come with being a female

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    climber. Hope you enjoy this episode with Chloé. Okay great. Well yeah how are you doing today? Are

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    you preparing to travel to China for the first World Cups of the season? Yeah today I'm resting

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    and I will train Wednesday still in Europe and then I will travel on Friday so yeah I

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    leave soon and I feel ready for China. Yeah have you been there before? Yeah I've been in China

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    several times because there was a lot of bouldering World Cups before in China several times in

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    Chongqing. I've already been in in Shanghai, Wuzhong, a lot of places. Okay exciting. I'm also

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    going to be in China soon just for like unrelated family travel but it actually really stresses me

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    out going there just because it's so locked down with like apps and everything that you're allowed

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    to use so yeah I hope it turns out okay for you. It's really stressful for me. It's quite different

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    you cannot use all the internet stuff like in Europe or in the US but because I'm used to go

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    I think I have my habits and I know how to deal with it so it's okay. Yeah I guess you probably

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    know better than me. I haven't been in 10-15 years so you have to find a good VPN. If you have the

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    good VPN it's good. See what I'm worried about is the map apps don't work and then I can't read

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    Chinese very well. Yeah you really have to use a map in advance. For example for me

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    I use it in the hotel before I go out so I'm sure that I'm not lost during the way. Yeah

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    it's stressful but how do you feel in general for the upcoming season? Are you excited nervous for

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    it to start? Yeah I'm quite excited and I feel also in shape so I really want to climb at my level

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    and just enjoy competing. Yeah I did some simulation with other teams lately and it went well

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    so if I can climb like this training camps it will be good. Yeah who are you training with?

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    We had two or three training camps with other teams so it was the Belgian team with for example

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    the Slovenia, the Austrian and the German teams so we did both bouldering and combined simulations

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    so it was a lot of OQS athletes who were there and some of the boulders a specialist

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    so it was very interesting because yeah it's good teams so it's also good to see where you are before

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    the season starts and it can give you confidence if you are in good shape so it's good before the

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    World Cup that you know where you are and what to expect. Have you ever gone into these training

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    camps and then realized that you're feeling much worse than you thought you were? Yeah I already had

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    this experience last year to be honest the last year wasn't so good already during the simulation

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    but I was still believing in myself that I could change things during the next sessions and to

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    improve but yeah then finally it was not I was not improving and the the competition season didn't

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    go so well but yeah since then I made a lot of changes so it's different. Okay yeah that must

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    be really stressful yeah like I can't imagine going into it seeing all how strong everyone else

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    is and then realizing that you're not where you should be. I feel like I kind of experienced that

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    recently climbing in a competition where I was like just warming up and everyone else was way

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    stronger than me and already going into the competition I was in a bad like mental state

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    because I was like even during my warm-up I can tell that everyone is way better and that's really

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    stressful. But it's also a part of competition and there is I would say that there is no rule

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    because sometimes you are pretty bad at the warming up and then you do the best comp of your life

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    so it's also important to not to to stress too much about the warming up or how you feel in the

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    beginning of the session because sometimes with the I think with the adrenaline of the comp or the

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    mental game you can really change your climbing when you are on the first border and then it goes

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    well. Sometimes it's also the opposite you feel so strong in the warm-up zone and then you do your

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    your worst comp so it's not always a link between the the last sessions and the warm-up and the

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    conditions. Yeah you also need to believe in you until the last last minute. Huh okay yeah I'll

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    keep that in mind but yeah I'm glad you're feeling strong after the simulation and hopefully things

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    will go well. Thanks. Yeah how did you for those who don't know how did you get started climbing

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    and when did you start competing? Yeah for me it was I started randomly I would say because my

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    parents are not climbers my family is not a climbing family and I'm in Belgium so it's not

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    a climbing country we don't have mountains we don't have a lot of cliffs so it was basically

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    an opening day at the gym so it was for free you could climb for free and it was close to my house

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    so my parents saw the advertising that we can climb for free that day so they were like okay

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    we can try with the kids it's a good activity for the weekend so I went there with my parents and

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    my brother and it was my brother and I who climbed and I really liked it like from the first route

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    I wanted to go to the top and then I wanted to try every route of the gym and I didn't want to stop

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    my parents had to to pull me out of the gym so yeah I just asked them to to to be registered to

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    a club and to start it every week so that's what they did and since then I never stopped.

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    How old were you? I am 27. Or when you started? When I started I'm 27 and I started around

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    eight years old I think. Okay and when did you start competing was it as soon as you

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    signed up for the club you started competing? No I think it was like two or three years after

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    so around 11 years old 11 or 12. And was that like local competitions or did you I guess already

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    start doing international competitions? I think my two first comps were kids competition like local

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    local local comp and then I firstly went to national competition but also because in Belgium

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    we didn't have a lot of regional or intermediate level so it was or really easy comp or national.

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    Yeah that makes sense and I guess did your brother also end up climbing or did he not like it as much?

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    From the first time he didn't continue but then he climbed later like when I

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    when I was already in the team so I think it was yeah maybe five or seven years later

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    just like this but not competing or not expecting any results it was just for fun.

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    He's better at tennis. Oh okay. It's a good tennis player. Does he like compete in tennis?

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    Is like competition running in your family? Yeah he competed in tennis and he was

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    apparently he was very talented in a lot of sports like football and tennis so with balls he's very

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    good but he's not a competitor like me. He's not really interested by competitions. I think he's

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    even more talented than me in sports in general but it's just that he don't want to compete and I am a

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    a real competitor so from from being a kid I remember also at school I wanted to be the

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    best in the sports class and always so yeah I can relate with that. So your experience doing

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    youth competitions how do you feel like that compares to doing elite competitions and how

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    is that transition? For me the transitions was quite good because I remember I did the

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    World Cup finals just after I was in the first year of in the senior categories. Oh wow. So the

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    transition was good but the difference was I would say mainly the style. It's way more powerful in

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    the senior for sure and also like the the fields because there is more people so you cannot do

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    mistakes. I mean less mistakes than in the youth because in the youth we are less climbers and

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    also the level was I think a lot of difference between the athletes. So for example you had the

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    finalist and then there was a big gap between the others but in World Cups it's like everyone is very

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    close to each other in terms of level. At least in the top 30 we can do I think everyone can do

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    finals in terms of level but it's more about the strategy the mental game. So then do a lot of

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    youth competitors end up dropping out before they reach the senior circuit? Yeah there's a lot of

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    factors that we should take in consideration because your body can change and your

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    maybe your goals in life can change as well because I know a lot of climbers who stop for the

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    study for university things like that. And then I was looking through your competition history

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    you've done boulder, lead and speed competitions. Yeah. It's I mean it seems like bouldering is your

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    favorite but yeah is bouldering your favorite? Yeah I would say yes. Yeah the story is that I started

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    with lead climbing because in Belgium there was no bouldering teams or groups it was mainly lead

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    clubs. So I was very good in lead also in the European Youth Cups. I did finals, I made podiums

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    and then I discovered bouldering because the first European Cups, bouldering European Cups started

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    and I tried and it felt that I was even more good. I think because my body is better for the

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    strength, sport, effort, shorter effort and yeah I'm more strong than endurance.

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    So yeah bouldering came like naturally for me because I never trained it before

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    before my first European Cups, Youth Cups. So yeah one moment I just chose because with school and

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    everything it was better to to be specialized in one discipline and it paid off so it was a good

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    choice in my opinion. Then climbing became an Olympian sport so and it was a combine with the

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    three disciplines so it was a new challenge for me because I never speed climbed before and we

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    didn't have the speed wall in Belgium so it was a big challenge to train it and to start from nowhere.

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    So yeah that's why I started to do lead again and to start speed climbing. Then as soon as the

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    first Olympics finished I stopped speed climbing because I don't like it so much. Oh really okay.

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    It was mainly for the Olympics and now the next Olympics it's about lead and bouldering so

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    I'm still doing both. I like lead a lot. I still prefer bouldering but both are very good. I really

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    liked these disciplines. I guess I thought if you were like a more powerful climber you might like

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    doing speed as well. But yeah I don't know one guy one specialist told me I am good for my experience

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    for the experience I had at that time and I have a good body type for it but yeah just always the

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    same repeating the same movements and what I like about climbing is the the variety that every

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    session you can try different moves you can learn something every day so yeah speed is not my my

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    thing but I liked it like it was good to learn a new sport and to to improve because you see your

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    your times getting better and better so it's quite satisfying but I think at one point when you are

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    fighting just for small details and always doing the same yeah I don't like it so much.

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    Yeah you kind of hit like a plateau and then you're just shaving off the top of your head.

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    Yeah but it's also fun to watch so yeah. So you said that there was no speed wall in Belgium.

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    Is there still no speed wall there or like where did you go to train? So now we have.

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    It's also a matter of time because the as the government supported olympic sports they wanted

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    to provide the speed wars but it just took time and it was a lot of work. So yeah I think it's

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    just took times and it's I think always the same with administration and everything like this that

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    it takes more time than the time we had at that time. So I think we had this first speed war

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    very close to the qualifying event so before that I was going to to the Netherlands or the

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    or Germany to train it so it was a lot of travel because for me Germany it's two hours by car

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    and so to go and then two hours to go back and Netherlands it's one hour and a half.

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    If I wanted to do double session a day for example ordering and speed I had to move a lot.

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    It was very tiring. Yeah I guess I can see why that would make you not want to

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    to speed more than you have to. Yeah okay yeah that makes sense and yeah I guess we can get into

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    the Belgian team because you're the first person from Belgium that I've talked to on this podcast.

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    So you mentioned that initially there was no Belgian team so what was training like without

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    having a national team? Yeah it changed a lot. So yeah the first years there was a team but

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    it was only in eight camps. There was no team for the bouldering camps because as I told you earlier

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    there was no bouldering. The bouldering discipline didn't really exist in Belgium.

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    Like it was not considered like a real discipline. It was more like you train a bit on a

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    bouldering world for lead but you don't train for bouldering call.

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    So yeah when I was doing lead camps we had a team but it was really not organized as it is now.

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    It was one coach for all the group and the coach was not I mean he was doing his best but he was

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    not very experienced and didn't know a lot about the high level the sport elite habits that we had

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    to do, how to warm up, how to read the roots, everything so it was a bit like a parent.

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    And for bouldering camps I went with my dad and my dad is not a climber but he's someone very

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    organized and structured so it helped me to have this structure and for climbing I was quite alone

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    just learning by myself. I also had my personal coach in Belgium so we tried to

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    to improve after every camp. Like I filmed everything so he could watch it and we could

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    learn some things and between camps we really work on what we saw on videos

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    and I could really see the progress over the years. I think it was just slower than if I had a real

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    team or a real structure but at that time I think there was a lot of countries in that in the similar

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    situation and yeah with the years we built a team and yeah because for example the first

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    World Cup I did I was alone in bouldering so it was one coach and me and now we have a real team

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    we have three men, two or three women sometimes. It depends if it's in China I'm still the only

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    woman to go now for example next week but when it will be in Europe we can have three women

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    and we have also the physio, we have training camps in Belgium, we have national wars, training,

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    national center so it's a lot of changes from the past and from what I knew at that time.

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    Yeah you said that your dad was your coach for a while. Did he have any like sports background or

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    like strength training background or anything? I don't know the name in English I will check.

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    What is it called in French? BF. I can show you a picture. Sure. Do you see something? Oh okay yeah

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    yeah um yeah I guess like pool or billiards. Yeah so he was the he was European champion in pool.

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    So he was competitive but it was not physical sport so it's quite different but

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    um but at least he had the the competitive way and the the structure so it helped me.

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    On some points it helped me a lot and at some points it was also hard to to be with your dad

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    it's sometimes it's it's not the same yeah you get annoyed by him or bored and you're like oh

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    shut up don't tell me that at that moment I'm already stressed or something

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    because he wants to he wants to do your best so he's pushing a lot and sometimes it's it's too much.

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    And I mean I guess pool is quite different from climbing so did you ever feel like he wasn't

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    qualified to be giving you advice? Yeah that's it. Yeah I didn't know that there were like

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    competitions for pool either that's interesting. Do you ever miss like training before there was a

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    whole team or is it always just much better training with a with a team in place? Sometimes

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    it was also hard to be with a team I think especially in the transition period because

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    I was the more experienced for a while so I was the one who pulled everyone you know so I couldn't

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    really take the advantage to learn from the others at least in the first years

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    and then it changed a bit like now we have very good men's athletes and so when I train with them

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    they're really pulling me and it's good but also it's men's so it's not the same

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    that if we train with if I train with women's of my level it's way better because it's

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    I mean sometimes when a man does a movement and you are not sure you can do it you will say yeah

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    but it's a guy so it's okay if I don't do the moves and then you see another woman who do it

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    and you are like okay I have to do it now no excuses yeah I get that yeah it's it can be

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    good and it's also bad sometimes but especially because we don't have other very strong women at

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    the moment for the bordering team I am really the strongest so and from far so I don't learn from

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    other women's I'm always pulling the others it's good for the country but for me personally it's

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    sometimes hard not to learn so much during the training camps but yeah with the years we we also

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    improve the quality of the training camps for example this year we went to Slovenia so with

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    in Slovenia and Germany and they have a lot of strong women so it was good for me it was one of

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    the the best preparation I could have because I could train with uh top three world cups at

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    Leeds and it was good do you still find yourself when you're training with men you kind of feel

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    like you don't have to be able to do the move because like they're men and then you're like

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    a woman so it's like different or do you try to be able to compete with them as well

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    um I would say in my personality I'm the woman who wants to beat the guys as well I mean for me the

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    sex doesn't make any differences the way I complain more it's about the hate because sometimes

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    the distance for example if you work on the big coordination or big jumps with men's it's quite

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    it's quite hard to compare if they are taller than you for me it's hard to say if it's because

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    they are taller or it's because I don't do it well or I don't push enough and for example last year

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    I could train a little bit with uh Brooke Raboutou in Paris at the beginning of the year she's very

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    small and smaller than me so sometimes I tried to jump and I was like wow it's far I don't I'm not

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    sure I can do it and then she did it so I was like okay I can do it and then I I tried again

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    but I think if it was a man maybe I should have stopped before trying more so it was good to

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    to see someone else from my size or smaller doing it yeah so it's more about the distances than

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    the the sex I would say yeah that makes sense I think I've also experienced something similar

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    where um I see someone do a move and lots of times I can just be like oh well they could do it because

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    they're like stronger than me and I'm like kind of weak but if I see someone who I know is less

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    strong than me do a move then it kind of like lights a fire under my ass and I'm like I know

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    I should be able to do this move like I am stronger than this person so you're so uh you're so

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    competitor uh not at a serious level trying to be but I'm really weak yeah the mindset is there but

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    the body is weak so I know that some countries don't get to train as a team because the country

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    is too big like for example in the US a lot of people are kind of spread out and we try to

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    have like a training center in salt lake now that brings a lot of people together

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    but I don't think everyone gets to train together all the time I guess I mean Belgium is a bit

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    smaller so do you guys train together on a regular basis um we don't have like a day a week

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    something like this it's more that we receive the calendar of the next month and so for example we

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    have a simulation on the beginning of the month and then a training camp after work in the end

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    of the month something like this but it's not always the same days or the same dates it changes

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    every month and we receive the the email from the national coach the month before so we can organize

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    the we can organize it but it's new from last year before it we had less training camps and before

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    we didn't have training camps because we didn't have the training center so sometimes it's also

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    a small country so we know we know everyone like the the national teams it's mainly friends from

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    from long time it's always the same people like we don't have a lot of new people it's not coming

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    like 10 new people per year it's maybe one new people every two or three years so as we are

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    friends and we we are all from the same city or around we also meet each other at the gyms at the

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    commercial gyms i mean for like when you personally train you you meet the others and we can climb

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    together so it's a mix of personal personal training together and training camps like

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    officially organized by the federation

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    yeah especially from two years ago now we have a very good one in in in brussels so the cap in the

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    capital city it's uh it's called le camp de base so it ends the base camp in english

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    uh there is a master of fire competition over there i don't know if you watched it

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    tomoa was competing there last year i don't think i saw it but yeah if you didn't if you

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    didn't watch you can watch on youtube it's a very good competition okay yeah i'll put the link in

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    the description it's like the studio block masters or something like this it's like a

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    not an official world cup but it was with a lot of world cup climbers

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    but it was with a lot of world cup climbers and so we train in this gym which is very good for

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    hard wooders there they have a lot of hard wooders and good route setters so it's very good yeah

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    that's good i think it's surprising to hear that there's a commercial gym that sets boulders that

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    are hard enough for world cup climbers i feel like i've always heard that they like world cup climbers

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    can't climb in commercial gyms just because they don't set anything that's hard enough so

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    yeah it's surprising to hear that i think it's true in a lot of countries but uh it's not the

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    case in france or in belgium i mean in belgium it's from two years ago because before uh this

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    gym didn't exist but i i train a lot in france because it's it's close to belgium i only drive

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    two or three hours so i can go for the weekend or folk and in every every commercial gyms you

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    can find hard boulders in paris maybe not far from paris but in the capital city you have a lot so

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    it's good paris i think it's one of the best city to train for world cups and in terms of funding

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    and support that you get as an athlete um i know some countries they get like support from the

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    government for like uh being in you're like technically part of the army or something like

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    that is it similar in belgium or no yeah and it also evolved with years but now i have a

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    salary from the government to be not a military uh it's not a military salary it's a very sport elite

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    from for the the olympic project so until i am the only in the olympic project i have a salary

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    to to do my sport so it's very comfortable for me yeah that's good it's good yeah so you don't

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    have to do any like you don't have to i guess divert your focus doing other like commercial

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    setting or anything like that yeah the question if i didn't have that salary the the question would

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    be what do i do next to training i can give course or i can do it set but it's also tiring

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    and it takes time it's complicated to combine but i know a lot of world cup climbers have to do it

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    but you said it only started two years ago where they started doing the government salary

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    uh this salary was from the first olympic uh year but it was also for the preparation of the olympic

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    so it was before 2020 i think it was 2018 when it started but at that time it was a half-time salary

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    that i had better results so i could have the full time but it can change every year

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    it's considering your results they evaluate you every year and you can also lose it in one year so

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    it's not very sure for your long-term future but but for the moment for the olympic project

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    it's very good to have that salary and the support from the government yeah that's

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    that's good to hear there's a lot of people out there who are struggling with that so yeah it's

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    good to know that you're you have some security yeah but okay yeah um switching gears a bit into

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    i guess like body image related things um you have one of the more muscular builds of the

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    female world cup competitors and you mentioned that you're very proud of it which is good

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    do you feel like being more muscular just came naturally to you or did you work specifically to

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    back to the show no it was quite natural uh i know that because i when i i saw the the pictures of me

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    when i was a kid i was already muscular without climbing because i was not climbing before eight

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    or nine years old and before that i was already with quite big shoulders and then i mean muscular

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    arms so i think it's in my genetics um and i also i mean a lot of climbers i guess i trained the

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    physical parts uh the fitness gyms and for the first years first years of international

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    competitions but then i i also noticed that if i do too much i take weight and it's not so good for

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    climbing and i also climb uh with too much strength and sometimes it's it doesn't impure at

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    world cups because you have to to find the easiest way to climb a wall or to find

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    better with techniques and using your for example your inner hooks or two hooks and then you have to

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    pull your inner hooks or two hooks and not doing everything in your arms so my coaches also didn't

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    want that i do fitness anymore i arrived to a point i had to stop i mean it's not stop but i did

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    less uh physical preparation because it was not good for my climbing really also because i take

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    a lot of muscle and quite fast i still train the physical part but more uh i think in a smarter way

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    i do more specific exercises and i also work with uh with bands more than weights

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    elastic bands uh things like that interesting so you had to stop because even like well i

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    didn't think that your arms could ever be like too strong for climbing you know yeah but it's

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    not really that i was too strong but because i think climbers can have a lot of strength

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    but also can climb uh without using it or you know it's it's more about switching like

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    sometimes it's good to to go strong for a move but then you have to to use your hips or your

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    technique something like this and for me i mean it's specific to me so i don't want to to generalize

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    this topic but for me it happened that at world cups i was missing boulders because i was not

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    putting a heel because i was doing everything in the compression way or in the arms

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    and yeah for me it felt impossible to do the move and then when i went out of the isolation

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    the coaches showed me videos of other women which are also very strong but they could

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    switch from a compression move to the hips move and to climb more smoothly more technically the

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    this part of the boulder and so they could do the boulder and me i was climbing with too much strength

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    in every move and i think climbing is always changing your rhythm your intensity so it was

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    more about that it's it's more about me that i cannot use my strength in the proper way we just

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    did less strength so i could i could use more my technical abilities and i think that's the

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    thing i don't know if it's if it's clear it's quite specific to me but yeah that makes sense

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    i mean yeah i guess i was always the under the impression that you always could get stronger

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    and that you could always you should always try to get stronger but it's interesting to hear that

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    maybe maybe not i think it's true that if you just want to measure your strength the finger strength

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    the arm strength you can always improve but depends of what you need especially for competitions i

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    think outdoor i could take more strength and it will help me i can work the boulder so i have time

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    but at workup you have five minutes for boulder and if you do wrong beta because you have

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    too much strength or you don't feel the good movement because of your strength it's bad but

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    i think it's not the case of every climber i think some climbers have a lot of strength and can climb

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    with it properly so you think maybe your weakness is like reading beta i think it's not reading but

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    it's more feeling when i am climbing at competition because my reading is is often not so good

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    is often very good from the ground but when i am in the boulder my ability to feel and to adapt

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    on the moment can be bad depends also of the stress and how i train but uh yeah interesting to know

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    um yeah going back to body image um did you always feel confident about the way that you looked and

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    like your build yeah i think for me it never been a big problem to be muscular even when i was a

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    kid or a teenager i saw a lot of other girls struggling with that because they saw that their

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    shoulders became more muscular or something and it was hard for them to assume it as a woman

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    and for me it was not a problem because i knew it was my strength i knew it was a tool for me

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    climb good so i was quite proud of it and yeah at least in the climbing gym it's really okay for me

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    sometimes it's harder when i am in a i don't know in a metro and i see people looking at me

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    because i have big arms oh does that happen to you yeah yeah and so in restaurants or something if i

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    have a a top or something where you see my arms sometimes i see people looking at me

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    yeah it's not poor but i think for everyone you don't like to be looked at long

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    uh yeah for me it's not polite it's weird to do that yeah i think i have a well not as similar

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    of an experience but since i when i grew up i never did any exercise so i'm used to looking

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    like a certain way um and i didn't start climbing until i was uh like 20 years old so since i never

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    grew up doing any exercise i'm like not used to seeing my arms or my back being big and i'm like

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    not used to the way i look wearing like a strappy top so it does kind of make me a little bit

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    uncomfortable even though i'm like not that like bulky yet um but yeah it makes sense like i accept

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    it because it allows me to do the moves that i want to do but yeah it definitely i think sometimes

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    it like looks out of place yeah i think i was also lucky i was thinking about it when you were

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    talking and i just remember that my my parents were also proud of that like i mean they were

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    i mean they were really helping me to be proud of that like my father was always saying yeah chloe

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    she has uh strong muscles and it's good i mean i think i already met climbers uh which have

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    non-climbers parents and they were like yeah but only if you have more muscle it won't be so

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    feminine so maybe calm down i already heard that and my parents were not like this at all they

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    were really proud of me and uh supporting me for my choices so if it was good for for my climbing

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    goals they were supporting me so i think it's also helped me to to be confident about that

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    wow yeah i it would be really hard if i think like my parents said that it looked bad i think

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    that would be pretty painful to hear was it like other world cup climbers or just like people that

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    were in the gym at that time it was more uh when i was doing youth comps so it was international

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    competitors it was belgian competitors in the national team but it was in the youth youth

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    comps yeah so they didn't count they didn't continue at world cup level but yes they were

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    still the best in our country at that time for for their age it's quite sad yeah that's a shame

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    to hear geez yeah but it's good that your parents were supportive of it and i'm sure that helped

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    with your confidence as well but okay um yeah moving on to you being i guess one of the only

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    women on the belgian team so i think earlier you mentioned that there are a couple of other

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    women on the belgian team now who will be participating in the european for a long time

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    i was the only woman in the bouldering team in lead we always had good climbers because we had

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    muriel sarkany we had uh anakva boven matthew pivovain so several climbers who made podium and

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    also won world cups in lead but in bouldering we didn't have so much we had another chloe it was

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    chloe grafstow she also won the world cup bouldering world cups i think it was in 2009

    351

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    something like this but i was not in the team that i was too young so when i started world cups i was

    352

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    the only woman in bouldering and now we have two other women but for example for this year they are

    353

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    not selected for the world cups because they are not strong enough they are only selected for the

    354

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    european cups but they could go at world cups only if they get good results at european cups

    355

    00:45:46,080 --> 00:45:52,400

    so you can be selected in the in the season during the season yeah for the moment i am the

    356

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    only woman in the bouldering team i think also one of the discord questions was about this um

    357

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    would you prefer to have more female high level belgian competitors or do you like being like the

    358

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    dominant female competitor in the country um yeah i have a an ego of a competitor so it's good to

    359

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    be the best of course it's like for the ego it's nice but considering uh the problem to train as

    360

    00:46:27,440 --> 00:46:35,200

    i told you before that i train only with men for years uh i think it would be better to have other

    361

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    strong women it would push everyone better and higher i think i think i could improve faster

    362

    00:46:43,600 --> 00:46:51,360

    with other women as well so yeah i think in conclusion it would be better to have other

    363

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    strong women but yeah for sure it's like it's about 10 years i am the best in belgium and

    364

    00:47:00,160 --> 00:47:10,160

    it's also good but it didn't it doesn't help me to to improve faster so it kind of it kind of allows

    365

    00:47:10,160 --> 00:47:16,640

    you to win money in competitions when you're in belgium but then at the world cups it it gets a

    366

    00:47:16,640 --> 00:47:24,560

    little bit difficult for you yes there are positive aspects and negative ones and yeah when i am in

    367

    00:47:24,560 --> 00:47:31,360

    my country i can win the competition i can win money i can win the the salary because of that

    368

    00:47:32,240 --> 00:47:38,880

    but when i am at world cups and i see other teams with a lot of strong women i see that the results

    369

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    are can be better because of that yeah do you ever feel i guess because of that do you ever feel

    370

    00:47:45,520 --> 00:47:52,160

    intimidated when you're competing at world cups with other really strong women um i started world

    371

    00:47:52,160 --> 00:48:02,800

    cup when i was very young i was 15 years old uh so at the beginning i was climbing against my idols

    372

    00:48:03,360 --> 00:48:11,200

    so i was impressed so that time i was climbing against anashtar akio nobuchi julian wool and

    373

    00:48:11,200 --> 00:48:17,600

    and there were the women i was watching at tv so yeah at that time i was really impressed

    374

    00:48:18,240 --> 00:48:26,480

    but then when i i get good results and then the women of my age came i think i was on the same

    375

    00:48:27,680 --> 00:48:36,640

    statues from my view but it also depends of the time of my life i think some some period i was

    376

    00:48:36,640 --> 00:48:42,160

    less confident and i could be impressed by the others sometimes i felt very confident and i felt

    377

    00:48:42,160 --> 00:48:47,520

    the best and i was not afraid of anyone so yeah it also depends of my mood

    378

    00:48:50,000 --> 00:48:59,600

    but in general no i know we know a lot of climbers at world cups like i compete at world cups for

    379

    00:48:59,600 --> 00:49:08,400

    more than 10 years i think so i know everyone almost everyone so it's more like friends or

    380

    00:49:08,400 --> 00:49:16,720

    people i'm used to see every year so i think i'm not afraid anymore it's it's really like an

    381

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    it's an environment that you know it's less uh terrifying that's a new new environment or

    382

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    something you don't know and you also mentioned that um you got to train with stasha recently and

    383

    00:49:32,160 --> 00:49:39,280

    um you really enjoyed that experience um what do you feel like i mean she's also like a really

    384

    00:49:40,080 --> 00:49:45,680

    like muscular strong female competitor so what was your experience training with her

    385

    00:49:45,680 --> 00:49:50,880

    yeah it was really good uh it's funny because we know each other for a long time we have uh

    386

    00:49:50,880 --> 00:49:58,000

    um just one or two years difference so we competed at youth youth competitions

    387

    00:49:58,800 --> 00:50:05,840

    against each other so we know we know each other for a very long time and uh i think we

    388

    00:50:05,840 --> 00:50:13,840

    are we always uh appreciated each other but we never spent time together really it was just competing

    389

    00:50:13,840 --> 00:50:26,080

    and um yeah it's it's funny because we are quite similar um in term of situation like she's the only

    390

    00:50:26,080 --> 00:50:35,040

    woman she's uh with her parents i was with my my dad before the team started and still now i am

    391

    00:50:35,040 --> 00:50:45,600

    the only woman in the belgian team so sometimes i can feel a bit alone uh yeah i think she feels the same

    392

    00:50:47,440 --> 00:50:53,280

    and she's also training with a german team i train a lot with french french team because it's close

    393

    00:50:53,280 --> 00:50:58,640

    to to my country so we have a lot of common points also because we are muscular and we are

    394

    00:50:58,640 --> 00:51:06,880

    uh yeah we are quite uh in the same style of climbing so i don't know we had this idea

    395

    00:51:08,000 --> 00:51:14,400

    at the end of last year because we we were invited in a duo con and we were in the same team in paris

    396

    00:51:14,960 --> 00:51:23,920

    and it worked very well like the the personality matched the the climbing abilities also were

    397

    00:51:23,920 --> 00:51:28,480

    complementary even if we are in the same style but for some details we were complementary

    398

    00:51:29,280 --> 00:51:34,480

    and we really had fun at this camp so we said to each other okay we should train together sometimes

    399

    00:51:34,480 --> 00:51:44,560

    so it could be nice so we discussed it after the season and stasha came to paris uh two times one

    400

    00:51:44,560 --> 00:51:51,840

    week because i was training in paris at that moment and uh it was very good because for me

    401

    00:51:51,840 --> 00:51:58,400

    i'm not used to climbing with other women uh at training sessions so it was very good to see that

    402

    00:52:00,400 --> 00:52:08,320

    i can do things she can do or uh that she can push me i can push her it was really give and

    403

    00:52:08,880 --> 00:52:17,760

    give and take give give and give um uh yeah and also the personality matched so it's very good

    404

    00:52:17,760 --> 00:52:23,200

    like we became more friends than before yeah hoping to train more with her in the future

    405

    00:52:24,160 --> 00:52:31,200

    yeah i think we can we will do it because uh so we organized this weeks in paris but we also met at

    406

    00:52:31,200 --> 00:52:38,400

    the simulations in germany in slovenia so actually we train more than two weeks together we train

    407

    00:52:38,400 --> 00:52:49,600

    more like three or four weeks uh this season this pre-season so yeah uh and we are we we said to

    408

    00:52:49,600 --> 00:52:55,280

    each other that we are motivated to to keep going we will do other sessions together for sure

    409

    00:52:55,920 --> 00:53:01,520

    and i think it's also good to have a friend with me at the oqs or at the one cups

    410

    00:53:01,520 --> 00:53:07,040

    it's always good i think also for her because she's also always traveling with her parents

    411

    00:53:07,680 --> 00:53:16,000

    and i think it's good to to have a friend next to it it's a shame that it took so long for that to

    412

    00:53:16,000 --> 00:53:22,800

    finally happen but it's good that you you guys are are finally training together um what was

    413

    00:53:22,800 --> 00:53:27,600

    you mentioned like the team boulder competition that you did um i forget what it was called but

    414

    00:53:27,600 --> 00:53:32,720

    i forget what it was called but what was your strategy for that competition because it's not

    415

    00:53:32,720 --> 00:53:43,120

    often that you do like a team competition so the qualification it was uh about 15 boulders uh in a

    416

    00:53:43,120 --> 00:53:53,440

    row like it was in a rounding gym so it started from the easier one to the hardest one and we had

    417

    00:53:53,440 --> 00:54:03,760

    i think five minutes per boulder with no rest so it was really in a row but as we are two you can

    418

    00:54:03,760 --> 00:54:10,160

    do for example i can do the first boulders you can do the second one i can do the third etc so we just

    419

    00:54:10,160 --> 00:54:18,880

    observed in advance okay which boulders are our style um it's so we could decide which climber

    420

    00:54:18,880 --> 00:54:25,920

    will climb this boulder uh so we decided uh according to the style and also to the height

    421

    00:54:25,920 --> 00:54:33,040

    because stasha it's a bit taller than me so if it was a big jump or which she move she would go

    422

    00:54:33,040 --> 00:54:40,160

    and if it was a small box i would go because she hates that and i'm very good at small boxes so

    423

    00:54:40,160 --> 00:54:49,040

    we mainly choose with the height and the distances but also we we were open to adapt for example

    424

    00:54:49,680 --> 00:54:56,880

    at one moment stasha was in a slab she was supposed to climb a slab but she couldn't start finally

    425

    00:54:57,680 --> 00:55:06,160

    so i just made one try and i could start and so i i keep continue to to climb and it works so yeah

    426

    00:55:06,160 --> 00:55:15,760

    we had the initial plan and we also modify uh yeah depends of what happened at that moment

    427

    00:55:16,640 --> 00:55:23,840

    and in finals it was quite the same it was also uh five minutes per boulder and

    428

    00:55:25,680 --> 00:55:32,400

    yeah we couldn't read it in advance so we had to decide in the five minutes but as we

    429

    00:55:32,400 --> 00:55:38,480

    already did this in the qualification we just followed the same logic with the height the

    430

    00:55:38,480 --> 00:55:47,200

    distance and if we couldn't for example do the first move we just tried both we see which climbers

    431

    00:55:47,200 --> 00:55:52,560

    is going the the highest yeah did you like that format would you want to do it again yeah it was

    432

    00:55:52,560 --> 00:55:59,360

    very fun it was very good i think so i liked it because i was with stasha because i told you the

    433

    00:55:59,360 --> 00:56:08,480

    uh we really matched and we didn't have a i don't know disagreement or something like something

    434

    00:56:08,480 --> 00:56:17,280

    negative it was only fun and the strategy worked so we won the comp yeah we entered it congrats

    435

    00:56:17,280 --> 00:56:22,320

    yeah i'll um link that competition as well for people to watch if they haven't seen it so

    436

    00:56:22,320 --> 00:56:30,320

    they can keep up i think it can be frustrating to be in a duo i place for me as i i'm used to

    437

    00:56:30,320 --> 00:56:37,520

    climb alone and it's a individual sport sometimes if the other is struggling it's super hard for me

    438

    00:56:37,520 --> 00:56:45,840

    to watch or uh to stay calm but stasha is very good so it wasn't she was not struggling so much

    439

    00:56:45,840 --> 00:56:51,520

    and i i was not near her so it was really comfortable it could be different if the other

    440

    00:56:51,520 --> 00:56:59,440

    one is struggling and you have to do everything or you have to push push her but yeah it didn't go

    441

    00:56:59,440 --> 00:57:07,360

    like this so yeah that's good i yeah i was thinking about like team sports because the thought of

    442

    00:57:07,360 --> 00:57:14,320

    doing team sports like volleyball or soccer football or anything like that would really stress me out

    443

    00:57:14,320 --> 00:57:20,960

    because i don't want to be like a burden to my team so i don't know how i would feel about doing

    444

    00:57:20,960 --> 00:57:26,480

    like a team or partner competition i think that would be too stressful yeah it's really like this

    445

    00:57:26,480 --> 00:57:33,360

    you don't want to disappoint the others and you don't want that the other is it's a weight

    446

    00:57:34,240 --> 00:57:40,640

    yeah it's in both ways but it's uh i think you have to find a good person to be with

    447

    00:57:41,520 --> 00:57:48,240

    and then it works but we couldn't know in advance it was quite a bet but uh yeah we were lucky it

    448

    00:57:48,240 --> 00:58:00,320

    worked so yeah that's good to know um and then last question about um i guess being a female climber

    449

    00:58:00,320 --> 00:58:06,880

    um i think you mentioned that at the climbing gym um even at like the commercial climbing gym i guess

    450

    00:58:06,880 --> 00:58:13,360

    you said that you experience a lot of uh i think you said like machismo with the climbing gym

    451

    00:58:13,360 --> 00:58:19,280

    yeah is that i'm surprised that that's still something you experience as like a professional

    452

    00:58:19,280 --> 00:58:26,560

    climber yeah it's true um it's a shame but it still happens i think it happens to

    453

    00:58:27,600 --> 00:58:35,520

    every world cup climbers for sure because also because the climbing is increasing a lot so

    454

    00:58:35,520 --> 00:58:44,880

    you also find people who were beginners and from other community in the gym i think usually there

    455

    00:58:44,880 --> 00:58:50,080

    i would call the real climbers who follow competitions they know you so they know that

    456

    00:58:50,080 --> 00:58:56,240

    you are strong and they won't they won't underestimate you but sometimes i i meet people

    457

    00:58:56,240 --> 00:59:01,280

    at the gym who are not following competition so they don't know me and they just see a woman

    458

    00:59:01,280 --> 00:59:08,240

    which is climbing in a black boulder or red boulder and if they don't know the the level or the

    459

    00:59:08,240 --> 00:59:15,200

    difficulty they just think okay it's a woman so if she can do it i will try and then they cannot start

    460

    00:59:16,640 --> 00:59:23,840

    it's quite funny to watch but sometimes it's less funny when the people uh are coming to

    461

    00:59:23,840 --> 00:59:31,360

    to talk to you and to i don't know they give your they give their opinions or their advice

    462

    00:59:32,160 --> 00:59:38,080

    but you you didn't ask for anything so just let me alone like yeah it's not cool

    463

    00:59:38,960 --> 00:59:44,880

    uh but for the rest when i see a guy which is trying the same boulder as me just because

    464

    00:59:46,160 --> 00:59:52,160

    i am a woman i find it very funny because it's directly punished you know it just cannot start

    465

    00:59:52,160 --> 01:00:02,080

    the boulder so it's funny but yeah it still happens um yeah i think because a lot of people

    466

    01:00:02,080 --> 01:00:09,840

    don't know don't know climbing and start climbing uh but yeah it's also happened with with real

    467

    01:00:09,840 --> 01:00:17,360

    climbers but i think it happens less yeah i guess i'm kind of surprised that you have that experience

    468

    01:00:17,360 --> 01:00:24,320

    because i don't think i see that too often but i guess maybe maybe i just don't try stuff that's

    469

    01:00:24,320 --> 01:00:31,200

    hard enough so i don't see maybe it's question of culture i don't know how it is in the us but

    470

    01:00:32,080 --> 01:00:39,920

    i think in europe the men's are still uh considered like uh better than women's

    471

    01:00:39,920 --> 01:00:46,240

    it shouldn't be like this but i think it's still in the culture for for uh it's changing it's

    472

    01:00:46,240 --> 01:00:55,520

    evolving a lot but it's also still in the culture also in the the the work uh work world

    473

    01:00:56,640 --> 01:01:05,360

    uh men's are better paid than women i think on a lot of examples it's still uh

    474

    01:01:05,360 --> 01:01:11,120

    it's still uh still like this i don't know in the us maybe it's about the culture but

    475

    01:01:12,160 --> 01:01:18,400

    it happens uh here no i mean i think in general it would still be like that i just i don't see it as

    476

    01:01:18,400 --> 01:01:25,200

    much in a climbing gym because i think in climbing gyms people are usually a little bit more um i

    477

    01:01:25,200 --> 01:01:32,720

    guess like accepting there's not as much like toxic masculinity i guess but it depends on the gym as

    478

    01:01:32,720 --> 01:01:42,000

    well i think yeah it depends of everything about the city where you are and yeah for the

    479

    01:01:43,520 --> 01:01:53,680

    for me it happens because also i climb in very hard waters but i also see for uh weaker women

    480

    01:01:54,400 --> 01:02:01,200

    that it happens but in a different way for example like the man will feel obliged to give a

    481

    01:02:01,200 --> 01:02:11,360

    uh an advice you know or but he will give advices to women but not to men and it can be really kind

    482

    01:02:11,360 --> 01:02:19,920

    like it looks kind and sometimes it's nice but if it's only for women it's it's kind of much yeah

    483

    01:02:19,920 --> 01:02:25,280

    yeah i i mean i guess yeah people always talk about beta spraying and it's really annoying but

    484

    01:02:25,280 --> 01:02:32,080

    um i think for me i will always take beta because i just want to know how to do it

    485

    01:02:33,760 --> 01:02:39,680

    but imagine in the opposite way if you want to climb outside on sides and you don't want to have

    486

    01:02:39,680 --> 01:02:46,480

    information and you are climbing you are on the wall and then one guy is he's screaming yeah put

    487

    01:02:46,480 --> 01:02:52,160

    the right hand like this and then this and you're like come on i just want to climb by myself and

    488

    01:02:52,160 --> 01:02:59,680

    and don't don't tell anything yeah i didn't ask anything yeah that makes sense well hopefully

    489

    01:02:59,680 --> 01:03:07,840

    people will hear this and they'll know yeah i hope so okay um i know you have a cut off soon so we'll

    490

    01:03:07,840 --> 01:03:14,720

    just move on for now um future goals for the upcoming season do you have any like concrete

    491

    01:03:14,720 --> 01:03:20,320

    goals that you want to hit yeah to go to the olympics for sure yeah you're participating in

    492

    01:03:20,320 --> 01:03:30,400

    oqs so good luck to you on that um thank you yeah i hope it goes well and yeah any other goals or

    493

    01:03:30,400 --> 01:03:37,360

    just just the olympics for this year i mainly focus on this because it's a already very big

    494

    01:03:37,360 --> 01:03:45,360

    project so i cannot think about something else for the moment but yeah for sure after i have other

    495

    01:03:45,360 --> 01:03:50,960

    projects but for this year it's it's mainly olympics okay i mean i guess you have to like

    496

    01:03:50,960 --> 01:03:57,200

    train in order to peak for a certain competition so is like this first world cup kind of just like

    497

    01:03:57,200 --> 01:04:04,320

    practice for you or are you also trying to like peak here as well yeah the the goal for the first

    498

    01:04:04,320 --> 01:04:13,520

    china world cups is um is to practice before the oqs but i'm i'm still a competitor so for sure

    499

    01:04:13,520 --> 01:04:20,480

    i want to be on the podium i want to win so i will give my best but yeah for example if i do

    500

    01:04:21,920 --> 01:04:29,040

    if i don't complete these goals it's okay i just have to learn uh what happened and yeah to to take

    501

    01:04:29,040 --> 01:04:36,080

    the advantage of these comps before the oqs definitely okay well good luck there um real

    502

    01:04:36,080 --> 01:04:42,480

    quick let's move into a few discord questions from the community um first one are there any

    503

    01:04:42,480 --> 01:04:48,720

    struggles on the national team with different languages being spoken no it's okay we speak in

    504

    01:04:48,720 --> 01:05:00,320

    english oh really yeah okay i mean it's funny because we we mix a bit of everything yeah so

    505

    01:05:02,640 --> 01:05:08,000

    we mainly speak english then i would say french and then just a bit of flamish

    506

    01:05:08,000 --> 01:05:14,800

    but yeah everyone is speaking french quite good even the flamish climbers for example

    507

    01:05:14,800 --> 01:05:23,920

    hannes van der isen is from the north part and it's speaking flamish but he learned french

    508

    01:05:23,920 --> 01:05:31,840

    uh being in the team actually so yeah now we speak french with him and if he cannot speak

    509

    01:05:31,840 --> 01:05:38,400

    he cannot speak or he cannot find his words or he doesn't understand us we speak in english

    510

    01:05:39,040 --> 01:05:45,760

    and all the briefing from the coach are are in english oh okay yeah i guess i'm surprised i

    511

    01:05:45,760 --> 01:05:50,800

    thought more people spoke french in belgium than english so that's interesting to know

    512

    01:05:51,840 --> 01:05:59,040

    we have three languages so it's french uh dutch and german dutch is uh flamish

    513

    01:05:59,040 --> 01:06:09,360

    uh it's the same language but yeah because if we would speak in the three languages the coach would

    514

    01:06:09,360 --> 01:06:16,960

    would do the briefing in three languages it would take too much time or so we just do it in english

    515

    01:06:16,960 --> 01:06:24,880

    and and so everyone can understand makes sense um next question what do you do in isolation to kill

    516

    01:06:24,880 --> 01:06:34,720

    the time usually i'm i climb i i mean i climb quite early because it's the order of climbing

    517

    01:06:34,720 --> 01:06:42,000

    is the ranking so if i'm i am well ranked i will enter the iso and i will warm up directly so it's

    518

    01:06:42,000 --> 01:06:49,520

    my warm up routine uh just i think last year i was waiting more because my previous year was

    519

    01:06:49,520 --> 01:07:00,400

    bad in terms of results so yeah it depends i like to talk to the to other climbers the coaches

    520

    01:07:02,240 --> 01:07:10,960

    i like listening to music um maybe this year i will read because i started to read the more

    521

    01:07:10,960 --> 01:07:18,400

    than the previous year again because when i was younger i really liked reading but then i i said

    522

    01:07:18,400 --> 01:07:25,680

    but then i i stopped a bit so now maybe i can take a book in the iso but yeah in general i just

    523

    01:07:25,680 --> 01:07:33,280

    warm up directly so i don't have a lot of things to do except to focus on my warm up and i guess

    524

    01:07:33,280 --> 01:07:38,960

    speaking of music um people are also curious about what kind of music or bands you listen to

    525

    01:07:39,760 --> 01:07:47,040

    um i have a mix of everything i would say because um i'm really sensitive to music

    526

    01:07:47,040 --> 01:07:56,160

    uh according to my mood or the mood i want to have so it can be really hard to know if i want to

    527

    01:07:57,520 --> 01:08:05,520

    to be nervously ready in the hardboiler for example but sometimes if if i know that it's a slab

    528

    01:08:05,520 --> 01:08:14,560

    and i need to be really relaxed or calm i will listen to calmer musics i also like some raps

    529

    01:08:14,560 --> 01:08:22,800

    raps sometimes because it can be aggressive in the in the lyrics and sometimes i need to

    530

    01:08:22,800 --> 01:08:29,440

    to be in this mood for competing so yeah it's a mix of everything and i use it like a tool

    531

    01:08:30,240 --> 01:08:36,800

    to have the mood that i really need for the next boulder if i know which side is it any specific

    532

    01:08:36,800 --> 01:08:44,080

    songs that come to mind right now that you want to share i really like listening to techno when i am

    533

    01:08:44,080 --> 01:08:54,480

    competing so for example charlotte the wheat uh it's a belgian dj okay i'll try to mix in

    534

    01:08:54,480 --> 01:09:04,800

    uh dance with me you have to tap to tap it okay mandragora from codeine okay these will be hard

    535

    01:09:04,800 --> 01:09:12,400

    for me to look up but i'll try to find them it's nice techno to climb uh and yeah for the rap uh

    536

    01:09:12,400 --> 01:09:20,080

    it's a mix of american rap or french rap because the french are also very good in rap yeah but yeah

    537

    01:09:20,080 --> 01:09:27,600

    aiming them it's a good a good classic all right sounds good well yeah i think we we gotta end soon

    538

    01:09:27,600 --> 01:09:33,280

    so i'll end it there that's all the questions i had and thank you for joining me today is there

    539

    01:09:33,280 --> 01:09:38,800

    anything you want to shout out or let people know where they can find you no you you can find me on

    540

    01:09:38,800 --> 01:09:45,440

    instagram and on the world cup streaming but uh yeah thank you for inviting me it was a fun time

    541

    01:09:45,440 --> 01:09:52,000

    yeah discussing about all of this yeah i'll link your info in the description and then yeah it was

    542

    01:09:52,000 --> 01:09:57,520

    great to talk to you thank you thank you so much for making it to the end of the podcast don't

    543

    01:09:57,520 --> 01:10:03,440

    forget to like and subscribe if you enjoyed otherwise you are a super fake climber if you're

    544

    01:10:03,440 --> 01:10:08,880

    listening on a podcasting platform i'd appreciate if you rate it five stars and you can continue the

    545

    01:10:08,880 --> 01:10:33,760

    discussion on the free competition climbing discord linked in the description thanks again for listening

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